My Story

     This website was created with the vision in mind that when we hear each other’s stories our empathy and compassion has a vessel to grow in. Here is my story. I grew up in a small coastal town in Massachusetts the daughter of a second generation Portuguese immigrant, and a first generation French Canadian immigrant. My father who was the second youngest of 8 children moved to the USA from a French speaking province in Canada when he was young. His family relocated to the USA to have access to better healthcare to accommodate his youngest sibling who was born with cerebral palsy. From stories one can deduce that his childhood was filled with violence. Of course this was never processed in a helpful way so the pain body that he grew and his inability to overcome it caused him to replicate some of the violent behaviors of his father with me and my three siblings.
    My mother who was raised in a belief system that taught her to be dutiful wife, and for other reasons I can only speculate did nothing to stop or prevent the violent outbursts. We as a family lived below the poverty level. My father never went beyond 8th grade in school partly because of the language barrier he had as French was his first language, and because he dropped out of school to help his family financially. My mother was to stay home mom who did not work until I was older. The gifts this childhood gave me were self reliance, comfort in isolation, maturation into the mind of an adult at a young age, and a tremendous appreciation for nature (outdoors was always a sanctuary as you never wanted to be indoors). The voids were self reliance, difficulty in trust of others, difficulty with vulnerability, and difficulty in allowing myself to feel. Understanding that we all have voids that heal when we share, rely on others, trust, and connect with others is why I created this website. It is our craters of pain from our unprocessed emotions and perception of isolation that keep us controlled and in a reality where we have lost the ability to understand how beautiful we are.
    Gratefully, my human body was gifted with intelligence, an ability to follow rules, a staunch work ethic, and athletic ability. From an early age I excelled at sports and in the box of the academic realm. I started working at age 11 on a farm and was responsible enough to open and close an ice cream stand by myself at age 13. These gifts and what I now see a subconscious need to lift others even at a young age got the attention of some aware adults in my lifetime. These kind souls took me under their wing, loved me, complemented me, and worked hard for me to succeed. They not only paved the path for me to attend college but worked hard to make sure it was the right college for me and to make sure it was paid for. When I did get to college it was the love of more teachers, advisers, coaches, and the dean that opened the doors to light my path to get into medical school. I am forever in gratitude to all of these people. This gratitude grounds me, keeps me humble, and makes me strong.
     Once in college and no longer under the threat of the time bombs of rage I was used to living with, I was able to be exposed to the concepts of unconditional love and friendship. I was blessed with crossing paths with beautiful souls many of which I have done previous lifetimes with who to this day continue to lift me, love me, and expand my confidence. The idea that I could lift, love, and teach was born. Writing this today I can now even appreciate in college I experienced the gift of witnessing the power of what a group of people resonating at the same frequency of love can accomplish. I was fortunate enough to play volleyball, softball, and basketball in high school and college. My college volleyball team as well as my high school softball team are both in the Hall of Fame. Being on a team taught me when we worked together and achieved the same frequency of  resonation as a team a bond of bliss was created. The laughter and bliss of this resonance can still easily be accessed 30 years later, and when it is still so beautiful It can bring me to tears.
     Next came medical school and residency. As you are working 80 to 100 hours a week without a whole lot of time for reflection in the process of becoming a board-certified physician this time passed quickly. Once again in writing this I am truly understanding what I learned in this period of time. It was how beautiful vulnerability can be. Both a vulnerability on my part and on the part of the patient. It seems to me when two parties are equally vulnerable the level of energetic resonance produced is unique and beautiful and it is wear souls bond. This connection is so precious and feels so good I wanted it to be part of my daily life. I guess thinking about it now this is where I learned there is no greater gift than to be in an act of service to someone or something. Knowing you can be responsible for the creation of joy, safety, giggles, healing, and a warm hug creates a heaven on earth.
     The next part of my life was children. I met and married Guy Foster in medical school and shortly after residency we brought the first of our three daughters into the world. I have been fortunate enough to work only part time since my children have been born. Thus, I have been around to raise not only my kids but to take others under my wing and watch them grow as I learn from them. My daughters took a liking to softball and I was fortunate enough to coach for nine years including three years of high school softball. What I learned in this time is that our younger humans are in a symbiotic relationship with some of the most beautiful souls on the planet. Many of them are old souls who are here to teach us powerful lessons if we are present enough to hear them. They also are having problems understanding how we have become so distanced from understanding the importance of not only human life but all life on the planet. We need to open our ears, eyes, and hearts to this beautiful group of individuals and allow them to teach us.
     The next and current phase of my life is the rapid growth and expansion phase. Coincidentally with the introduction of Covid in 2020 my children were in a phase of life where they had achieved self-reliance. Covid is perceived by many as a taker. However, I think it did give us some gifts. It gave me the gift of time and with that time I began reading. I decided in 2015 to take an acupuncture class so that I would not have to practice medicine in the box that insurance companies and our government wants it to be practiced in. I was able to start a concierge practice and start healing people with acupuncture. In 2020 I started to expand my healing techniques. I had time to explore energy healers like Donna Eden and Barbara Brennan. I have studied Qigong healing with Master Chunyi Lin of Spring Forest Qigong. I have studied the craniosacral therapy techniques through reading the books by John Upledger and Michael Shea. I also have read many books by psychics, and all sorts of therapists. I have beautiful patients that have been very supportive in allowing me to incorporate the healing techniques I have learned and create a technique that is unique for what they need at the time. These kind souls allowed me to work on finding ways to help them start their healing journey, and gave me a place to do what I love most which is teach someone how to love themselves more and to find their birthright state of connection and unconditional love. In turn almost every encounter I have at this time teaches me a lesson that at many times is so beautiful it can only be described with tears of joy.
     This website was created because I wanted to share the power and bliss of connection through resonance in unconditional love with you. The best way I know at this time to get more of us into this blissful resonance is to share stories of the many difficult steps of our journeys that got us to this state. The more stories we hear, the more pathways to the state of our birthright of unconditional love become available. More pathways incorporated into our collective vision through the gift of sharing means more humans learn how find this unconditional love at a faster rate. More humans resonating in unconditional love means our planet will thrive again. Will you share your purposeful story for the benefit of others with me?

     I have been interviewed by Jenniffer Weigel twice for her podcast the Jen Weigel show and also was humbled to be part of Abigail Zoe Martin’s Energy Unlimited exposition in July of 2023. The links to these events are below.

https://www.jenweigel.com/the-jen-weigel-
https://energy-unltd.com/julie-foster
https://jenweigelshow.libsyn.com/102-connect-and-heal